kekusutan..

dh lame xmemblog..lap top dh diserang virus..so xhapy xdpt nk online sll..n reason yg plg kuat xpost kt sini..sbb fkrn aku msh kusut..jiwa tak tng..dgn mslh yg tiada kesudahan..so xde mood nk tulih ape2 wlaupn kdg kala dada nie rs nk pecah je..
nie br pah dinner kt umah..lpk dulu wlaupn blum solat lg..blum gosok bj lg..n tekun berusaha utk menekan keypad nokia e71 nie..ari nie seharian di rumah je..housekeeping yg xkn prnh abis..skrg aku jd obses pd bersih wlaupn aku mmg pembersih orgnye..he..spaikn aku mop skali dinding yg ade ksn kotoran..n tgh ari td aku berjaya vacuum habuk kt atap almari bj aku..pjt kerusi..satu tgn pgg vacuum..satu lg memvacuum..pah tue lap katil..he..sgt pnt tp berbaloi la..so misi utk ari nie tercapai..byk lg misi2 aku yg berupa niat..tp msh belum terlaksana..itu tov utk next weekend..
Sbnrnye..di sebalik seme ini..hati n jiwa ku msh terlalu kusut..so housekeeping tu salah satu crnye utk aku jdkn diriku sibuk..n penat..n tido akhirnye..cr lain ialah membeli n membelah duit..smlm wlaupn pnt pah meeting pibg kt sek..ptg tue aku bwk hadif pegi giant..belila brg2 yg aku suka..byk nye brg umah la..habisla duit aku..tp aku sgt hapy sbb aku berjaya menemui mop lantai yg mudah n xterlalu brt utk aku gnkan..wlaupn harganye rm25 xtermasuk btgnye..ptg td pegi tf value mart..beli belah lagi..brg2 dapur..habisla duit aku bbrp keping dlm 2 hari nie..tp ttp xmententeramkn jiwa aku nie..
sbnrnye duit tak mampu utk membeli kebahagiaan n ketenangan hidup..tp kdg kala duitla yg menjadi punca sgl persengketaan..
aku msh mencari kekurangan diri..msh mahu mencari bahagia yg aku inginkan..tp jlnnye penuh liku berduri..Padamu..tuhan..beri aku kekuatan n ketabahan..utk aku lalui hari2 yg akan dtg..

anniversary..

today is my wedding anniversary..yg ke5...syukur..sudah 5 thn menjadi seorg isteri...yg solehah??..kepada seorg suami yg masih skr difahami...??dan hampir 3thn menjadi seorg mama kepada seorg baby boy yg dh besar...sbgai pelengkap sebuah perkahwinan..

my beloved son

so sempena sambutan yg kelima nie..nk buat n jwb sndiri kuiz nie..(diambil daripada http://animarina.blogspot.com/)..

my hubby..

First time jumpa with your hubby bila dan kat mana?

kt tmpt keje la..at my school..senior aku..2002..

Love at first sight?

of course not..yg ke brape ni ek??

Who is he when the first time u met him?

ex engineer yg jd teacher..single n available..

How long it takes for him to ask you out for a date?

after 2 years...

1st place dating di..

at school everyday...pandang2 jeling2 pn dh ok la tue..dari mata turun ke hati..

How he proposed?

did he proposed me??

Special date with your hubby?..

our wedding..11 march 2005..and my son birth..4 june 2007..

Changes that he asked you to do??..

nothing..but i always trying to be a better wife..

What about him that you love so much?

not so sure..from my heart..but now he's really a loving father..but not really a loving husband..he..

What is about him that you wish he would change?

pujuk aku bile merajuk...n be a more romantic..

You will lose your mind n crack your head when he?

mogok kalu bergaduh..xtegur aku spai la bile2 yg dia sk..n xmkn ape yg aku msk sbb nk mogok la.

You will smile thru your eyes for the whole day when he?

lalui hari2 dgn tenang..

Complete below sentences "my love towards my hubby is as big as.."

my mind..

I would love to read on how u met your hubby to these ladies:

anyone wife..

sambutan anniversary tahun nie..

date :

11 mac 2010

time :

9.30 p.m

venue :

secret recepi

VVIP :

me, my hubby and my son..

sponsored by :

me (hubby aku dh bankrup sbb smlm servis rush =rm800..huhu)..

mood :

happy..together..

wish :

to have second baby..

grilled chicken chop

semoga perkahwinan ini akan terus kekal abadi...